Saturday, December 26, 2009

it hurts...

it hurts when all your hard work is put to waste. it hurts so deeply that the word "hurt" might not be enough. i worked my ass off, sleep at least at 4am and woke up latest by 7am for 4 or 5 days in a row. i was exhausted, but i still smiled, i worked hard. but it's all a waste. that's what happen when only one person that trying to understand the whole situation and the other one just expect their situation that matters. just because you're older, it doesn't mean you can't respect the younger people. we're still human with feelings for crying out loud...i don't want to give out any names. no matter how pissed i am...i don't want to humiliate anyone. because you have no idea how easy for me to do it. i mean...when you're pissed off with recording artist...you can ruin their reputation by spilling it out to the press. but, i know it will only make things worse. and i don't want to ruin anyone's life right now. but, i am deeply hurt, and i am not the type of person who forgive and forget. i may forgive...but i will never forget. but as for now, i am not ready to forgive just yet. i'm not that nice. but i do believe in karma...what goes around comes around, what goes up must come down. we shall see what happen in the future. but i do thank this person though, for giving me a lesson in life. always say 'no' to recording artist. because from this day on...if a recording artist call me personally and ask me to play for his/her album recording, i will say 'no'. unless, a professional musician called and ask me to help him/her to play together for the recording of certain recording artist. i am never going to deal directly with the recording artist. i learnt my lesson. i am the type of people who finds it hard to trust people...but now i know, you can NEVER trust any recording artists. you may be nice to them, but you can never trust them...when i hate someone....it will last....for a very long time that the word "forever" might fit just well....
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