I know, I finished my diploma program, now I'm jobless. Not that I don't want to work or anything. But I am not planning to be part of orchestra such as NSO or RTM as a full-time musician. I don't mind working part-time, but I am not yet interested to be full-time. I don't mind teaching once in awhile and having gigs as side income. I kind of prefer it to be that way for now. But apparently, when you are me...you can't really decide this kind of thing by yourself...it WILL be decided FOR you. Even if you don't like it, you have no choice. In my case, it is decided for me to work as full-time musician at NSO. I'm not happy...coz I don't want to. It is kind of complicated to explain on why I want it the other way round...and it is something that only those who are serious and passionate in music can understand...and those who only thinks about making money for the future will never understand. Like I said...yes, money is indeed very important. Especially in music, you need lots of money for the maintenance, the accessory, the books and more. It all require money. But I don't see music as only a career to make money, it's much more than that. And it is something that not everybody can ever understand.