Friday, November 19, 2010

mixed up? o_o

too many things happened in one day. nothing unusual. but just things that give this mixed up emotions. i dunno why, i feel like i am in a middle of some phase in my life where i become easily distracted...emotionally. i am not kidding. it really does disturbing. sometimes i think about what might cause all this, but i think too much! sometimes i even think on the cause of me thinking too much =_=

but i am not gonna share those mixed up feelings, it's not certain, more like a hunch. but if my hunch turn out to be true, then it will become more devastating than it already is. this is definitely the moment when i thought of how something will happen, and just wish that i will be wrong.

oh, something that i can share, when i listened to jason mraz's song called "beautiful mess", i think i am that girl. hahaha, if you haven't heard the song then just search it at youtube, i am too lazy to copy the url :p some of the lyrics that sounds kinda like me goes something like;

You've got the best of both world,
You're the kind of girl who can take down a man,
And lift him back up again.

You are strong but you needy, humble but you're greedy,
Based on your body language and shorty cursive i've been reading,
you're style is quite selective but your mind is rather reckless...

and the lyrics goes on. but i can feel myself in this part of the song. i can be strong mentally and in terms with self-opinion, but i always need a shoulder to lean on. i am humble, but there are just so many thing that i want in life and when i say i want...i really want it all. hahaha. i guess i am just beautifully messy ;)

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